Im fine, thank you. Its the first time my studies r being affected with unrelated things. Im just upset with u because u did not tell me what you feel. I didn't know all that makes u so desperate to leave me. Im sry for interrupting ur relationship with God. There shall be no more. Forgive me for holding a grudge. But i believe one day i will fight away the grudge in my heart. And feel it with God's Love & Forgiveness. Im sorry that it will not happen now. i wanted to kept silent, but i couldn't bear to see my bro n sis to worry abt me or misunderstand anything. i love this family of God.