what am i here for?
Tuesday, July 17, 2012 @ 1:32 AM
What else do i know about myself.
i had no idea
im a person who is weird in certain things.
i see things in a different a different way which some others may say
【why are u so sensitive or so called "aunty"】
i can't stand things design or place in a totally uncomfortable or no common sense way.
being too observant makes me realize things are more than just a thing.
designer....
interior designer....
what am i here for?
i used to ask myself this question.
is it that im here to design a place which ppl will say WOW
or just a place for comfort.
ppl dun appreciate designers who design the stuff because they don't know until they went through it.
how am i gonna serve the Lord with my work?
im so occupied, so tends, so overwhelmed in my assignment.
sometimes im even tired of praying.
Im angry with myself why do i ever have this stupid thinking.
Lord, please lead me in the way i understand.
i dun wanna live a life for myself or this world.
i wanna live the life u give me for.
show me a clearer way because im quite lost now.
:) maybe im thinking too much.
but isn't it necessary to think about it someday?
i doubt.
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