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Monday, December 19, 2011 @ 10:14 PM
 『MR.GREEDY』
i look like him now :D its been so long not writing my blog how are you my friends :) i miss u all so much not care where u are. having my 2 n a half weeks holiday. ITS TOTALLY NOT ENOUGH!!! o(╯□╰)o HECTIC lifestyle i have! drawing is not the one and only work, presentation, reports, research, modeling and even understand of environment studies is a NEED everyone thought that interior design was easy HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ITS NOT LORH! i totally agree wat lecturer said 【INTERIOR DESIGNERS = SCIENTIST】 although its tough, i still have the interest in it. hmm why? cause its the only way to prove wat im best in :) yea laziness is always IN ME! XD because of staying up late at night, i used to take naps in the afternoon. dun care wat time i start my nap, i will always end up waking up 7:00pm i had no idea why is this happening. my ears shut off totally to sounds and eyes can't open even im awake. i really wish i can be back to normal. 『NIGHTMARE』 its not dreams but illusions hmmm, im really worried i'm be crazy by the time i graduate. be4 i sleep i closed my eyes that is when illusions came by. im always the last to sleep, doin stuff alone even my best friend is sleeping just beside me. but i just felt im alone whenever i close my eyes. visions of scary ghost, long hair monster blah blah all those horrible picture i used to see in fb. it all comes like a movie i really nvr had this kind of exp b4, sometimes it really those scare me off that made me hug my pillow tighter than ever. sometimes i can even feel my eyeball turning left right continuously. that made me to have a difficult sleep sometimes i think i've over worried but i just can't help it T^T its there anything to help me do things more faster? if im still in this speed, i dun think i can cope with my sem 3..... i used to say to myself U CAN! but it doesn't seems to be working CHEER UP! neither does this work YOU'LL BE ALRIGHT! gosh its not working toooooooo wat else can i say to myself? :| i gave myself a POKER FACE for a long time just to find the answer. i really really really really wan the Lord to appear to me and say, YOU'RE FINE! IM ALWAYS HERE WITH U! but i knew its not gonna happen. in reality, if i see the Lord now means..... IM DEAD? i start to thinking bac about those stupid memories when im alone. why? i used to be a CHEERING PPL UP GIRL! now who's to cheer me? im really tired of being happy even when im not. its to late now to go bac to my own self i love working in my dad shop :) thats the onli place, i can stop my mind from thinking about the outside world because i knew my parents is there with me i love you papa mama. (of course jiejie too) kakak i miss u A LOT arh!!! someday i'll go Philippine to go find u arh!!! WAIT FOR ME :) its okay, its alright. |