【在箱子里面THINK】
Saturday, September 10, 2011 @ 4:55 PM
 negative thoughts. brings me nothing but worse. positive thoughts. brings me anything with pleasure.
i dun mean to be sad over my own issue, but reality stands infront of me.
why can't i just quit and change my lifestyle?
isn't it healthier?
i knew my parents are trying to cheer me up.
i wanna smile TOO!
its hard to smile when reality is seen.
whats the inside me? where am i?
i miss ur presents.
where's all my confidence? why am i still walking with shadows.
i hate mirrors. i hate everything that i could see myself.
why everything is changing? aren't suppose to be more better than worse?
NEVER judge someone fat. maybe he/she is taking treatment or stress that cause it. NEVER judge someone that her wearing is off fashion. maybe he/she has something to hide inside. NEVER judge someone ugly. maybe he/she didn't like it to?
i dun care sayings like my shoe is ugly, like asam u said dis because u dun understand a single dot in me.
i wore because im having treatment for my leg.
i dun care sayings like my clothes are outdated or simple. im not like u trying to show off ur shape.
i just wish i can be like other girls but the truth is IM NOT.
neither am i a girl with rock or paper. im a girl that glorifies God. that is just so enough for me :)
dun worried mum dad sis. im okay with it. i will be strong and determine to keep fit for my health concern.
I LOVE YOU
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