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Monday, March 02, 2009 @ 3:23 PM
 WHY.WAT.WHEN.HOW?
y should she ever start.y should she ever touch. it hurts her every note she played wat can she do to stop tt hatred in her heart. there's a gal. she had a memory heart. one thing u do. she keep it all in her heart. its a story.of a stupid gal SHE looks at the sky. she starts to think. at that sudden. awful words came round to her mind. it made her sad. she does a fake smile on that day. she pretended to be happy as if she does. she show's that she's buzy. she show's that she's still her. BUT. shes not 'herself' anymore or nvr been. the words that she cannot bear. the voice that she dun wanna hear. the music that she dun wanna play.she crys.everytime she played. she's angry.everytime she listen. she's mad after everything was done. the gal's heart can't bear it anymore its awful.it taste bitter. she weeped. infront of the war. she brust out her feelings. BUT she ended up with a puddle. hope that someone hears her. hoping someone that she could share. but there was no one. she sat down. quietly on the floor. burst out with a cry. but no one hears her. she knows.she's wrong. HOW could she ever think of that when its her fault? WAT made her think of that? WAT made her feel sad. WAT made her afraid. WAT can she do to stop it? HOW could she be STRONG again? she prayed. "Our Father In Heaven. im lost. im confuse. im desprate. wat should i do?' i weeped. i shouted. theres seems no one listening. BUT i noe YOU ARE. im wrong. i've sin. im spoiled. i should be thrown away. im not qualified here. but GOD u gave me the chance. i must bear it. am i? Forgive me.LORD. Please forgive me. the only wish i made every bdae. I WANT TO BE HAPPY. will the ALMIGHTY LORD grant me this wish? i prayed in Jesus name, Amen." she stoped her cry. till now.she's still waiting for that answer. when? when will she get that answer. |