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Tuesday, February 28, 2012 @ 1:41 AM
 Sometimes, i just wanna be right beside you.
People just change the way they like without thinking 【'WHAT FOR!!!!】 im upset when i heard things about u don't worry, i wont judge someone without knowing any prove what have you become? aren't you a person who 'thinks' you knew more than me? aren't you afraid of unpleasant things could happen to you anytime? if u're not worried I AM WORRIED OKAY! why didn't u tell me how you've been like u used to? why do you hide things from me? aren't i ur friend? U CHANGE YOUR WAY BECAUSE SOMEONE TOLD YOU SO? (seriously i don't like her and u knew it) OMG all i can say that u dun have a character of your own. AS A CHRISTIAN don't you know how to differentiate between right and wrong? worldly or unworldly? why have you become someone i knew in the front a stranger at my back why must you follow the worlds trend while you already know HOW CUNNING HOW EVIL the world is? you think its right, but why did u change ur personality when you meet me? how many times did i told u do not follow? how many times did i told be careful? you've listen none of my words as a friend im sry i can't stay by ur side to take care of u neither can i control ur life this is the last time i say this do things to pleasure GOD not YOURSELF please God not just by offerings nor attending church. contribute urself to the church do for the sake of doing Take care my friend. if u continued to choose the way u're doing, go for it and dun come back telling me 【YOU DON'T KNOW】 |
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Thursday, December 22, 2011 @ 1:51 AM
 『LEARNING HOW TO SMILE』
learning how to smile is easy BUT learning how to smile in the deepest of ur heart is challenging. Sometimes GIVING UP is the BEST SOLUTION as if im alright. |
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Monday, December 19, 2011 @ 10:14 PM
 『MR.GREEDY』
i look like him now :D its been so long not writing my blog how are you my friends :) i miss u all so much not care where u are. having my 2 n a half weeks holiday. ITS TOTALLY NOT ENOUGH!!! o(╯□╰)o HECTIC lifestyle i have! drawing is not the one and only work, presentation, reports, research, modeling and even understand of environment studies is a NEED everyone thought that interior design was easy HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ITS NOT LORH! i totally agree wat lecturer said 【INTERIOR DESIGNERS = SCIENTIST】 although its tough, i still have the interest in it. hmm why? cause its the only way to prove wat im best in :) yea laziness is always IN ME! XD because of staying up late at night, i used to take naps in the afternoon. dun care wat time i start my nap, i will always end up waking up 7:00pm i had no idea why is this happening. my ears shut off totally to sounds and eyes can't open even im awake. i really wish i can be back to normal. 『NIGHTMARE』 its not dreams but illusions hmmm, im really worried i'm be crazy by the time i graduate. be4 i sleep i closed my eyes that is when illusions came by. im always the last to sleep, doin stuff alone even my best friend is sleeping just beside me. but i just felt im alone whenever i close my eyes. visions of scary ghost, long hair monster blah blah all those horrible picture i used to see in fb. it all comes like a movie i really nvr had this kind of exp b4, sometimes it really those scare me off that made me hug my pillow tighter than ever. sometimes i can even feel my eyeball turning left right continuously. that made me to have a difficult sleep sometimes i think i've over worried but i just can't help it T^T its there anything to help me do things more faster? if im still in this speed, i dun think i can cope with my sem 3..... i used to say to myself U CAN! but it doesn't seems to be working CHEER UP! neither does this work YOU'LL BE ALRIGHT! gosh its not working toooooooo wat else can i say to myself? :| i gave myself a POKER FACE for a long time just to find the answer. i really really really really wan the Lord to appear to me and say, YOU'RE FINE! IM ALWAYS HERE WITH U! but i knew its not gonna happen. in reality, if i see the Lord now means..... IM DEAD? i start to thinking bac about those stupid memories when im alone. why? i used to be a CHEERING PPL UP GIRL! now who's to cheer me? im really tired of being happy even when im not. its to late now to go bac to my own self i love working in my dad shop :) thats the onli place, i can stop my mind from thinking about the outside world because i knew my parents is there with me i love you papa mama. (of course jiejie too) kakak i miss u A LOT arh!!! someday i'll go Philippine to go find u arh!!! WAIT FOR ME :) its okay, its alright. |
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Friday, October 14, 2011 @ 8:24 PM
 please don't play dead with me.
i dun now who is real who is not already. im seriously tired of it sick or it. whats wrong with u or me?! have i done something wrong. i dun feel right at all. im so so so so so down. ____________________________ i miss the old times. its all called 【WASTED】 |
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Saturday, September 10, 2011 @ 4:55 PM
 negative thoughts. brings me nothing but worse.
positive thoughts. brings me anything with pleasure. i dun mean to be sad over my own issue, but reality stands infront of me. why can't i just quit and change my lifestyle? isn't it healthier? i knew my parents are trying to cheer me up. i wanna smile TOO! its hard to smile when reality is seen. whats the inside me? where am i? i miss ur presents. where's all my confidence? why am i still walking with shadows. i hate mirrors. i hate everything that i could see myself. why everything is changing? aren't suppose to be more better than worse? NEVER judge someone fat. maybe he/she is taking treatment or stress that cause it. NEVER judge someone that her wearing is off fashion. maybe he/she has something to hide inside. NEVER judge someone ugly. maybe he/she didn't like it to? i dun care sayings like my shoe is ugly, like asam u said dis because u dun understand a single dot in me. i wore because im having treatment for my leg. i dun care sayings like my clothes are outdated or simple. im not like u trying to show off ur shape. i just wish i can be like other girls but the truth is IM NOT. neither am i a girl with rock or paper. im a girl that glorifies God. that is just so enough for me :) dun worried mum dad sis. im okay with it. i will be strong and determine to keep fit for my health concern. I LOVE YOU |
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Saturday, September 03, 2011 @ 5:32 PM
this is how life runs life is like the ocean it will never tell u when it its gonna be rough or silence. when its rough it may makes u strong because u struggle to think of a way to survive. it may also makes u weak because u can't hold on and gave up. when its silence it may makes u relax because u thought its finally over. it also makes u conscious because u nvr know when its the nxt wave. storm represents the way we think. if we give up ourself, it means ur brain is lost and its turn off. Thus, storm will get worse and den slowly we drown. But if u smile and take it as a challenge, the sun comes out to save ur day. Things could turn out differently. the umbrella is our foundation. it brings us to our future, our destination. whatever we do in action, whatever decision we make. it leads us to the path we chose, if we chose the wrong path, it leads u to a place full of rocks, it torn our foundation. if we chose the right path, it leads u to a shore, save and sound. blue skies symbols hope. pray to God anytime, anywhere dun pray to Him only when u met trouble. even u met rewards or the best day of ur life, pray to Him and say GIVE THANKS! Lord is the one who gave us reward. Everything happens in our life, there is a reason. ALWAYS never blame God for the trouble u met. but praise Him for giving you a chance to grow. by eunice yeo shu jie |
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Thursday, September 01, 2011 @ 10:53 PM
What is friends? what is the true meaning of friends? i had no clue. i start to doubt myself when i trust someone i thought i could handle friendship NOW i know im so damn wrong just so u know friends during nursery till secondary is TRUE FRIENDS NOW? its seems to gone back to what we primary school friends used to say 【我跟你假假好】 i felt...left out not that i dun wanna join its just,,,,not that convenience for me. Im not like you all having own transport, own savings I DUN HAVE ANY i have to think about my transport, money management i dun wan to go swimming not because i dun wanna join. its because im embarrass of my back :\ i knew some of u will say its okay to show. we dun mind. its not a big deal. yeah I KNOW! but the problems lies with me! i just can't stick my head right up walking confidently! i just can't. asking me goin out shopping i loved to! i love shopping! but i can't spend something which i dun think its worthy the money you spent everyday its not ur own. even though u earned ur own money.. its just not right to spend like that. friends are suppose to be around together all the time when i need u. where were u when i have no one to talk to. all the sudden u left me just like u just squash an ant with ur finger tips am i that not worthy to you? u talked to me only when u can get benefits from me u talked to me only when u can get some information from me NOW? im useless to you why do u nid to make it so obvious. its really hurts. the most stupid thing i did is thinking that u're my best friend. |